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Scout's avatar

"the itchiness where you need more sleep but the urge to bake pulls you downstairs" YES!!! Every few months, maybe three times a year, I awake in the middle of the night at an hour earlier than I did when I was still full-time at the bakery feeling full of energy and singularly fixated on making baguettes. I cannot get them out of my mind. I wander the house simply letting my brain play over the sense memories knowing it makes no sense to start baguettes at that hour but hoping if I think enough about it - the smell of the dough, how it feels to pre-shape, stretching, the shifting sound when loading it into the oven - my brain can rest again. I feel so alert thinking about it that I consider going on a run. It usually takes an hour or two until I can sleep again and I know the next day that it is time to drop all plans I had so i may baguette again.

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Amy Halloran's avatar

Wow! That’s a potent call! You’ve described it so well I can see it as a story. Like Raymond Carver’s story about a baker calling a family that didn’t pick up the cake—do you know that one?

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Rosemary Mark's avatar

I'm still here baking breads! Loved your description of dough peeling (or raising!) you off your pillow. Dough or making dough totally gets me out of bed :)

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Amy Halloran's avatar

It’s like an extra brain, or a baby/person you need to check on, right? What breads are you baking these days?

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Rosemary Mark's avatar

Artisan-style crusty loaves are my jams. Recipes on my website www.reciperose.com Usually about 25% whole wheat, often with a touch of rye, about 80% hydration and always aiming for more open crumb. Topped a sourdough with Dutch Crunch today which was a first and so fun!

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Amy Halloran's avatar

Yum!

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